Why Am I Like This ? =.="

I Dont Know What Am I Feeling Now ... =( ... My Heart Ache .. I Dont Know Why Am I Making A Huge Deal Of This .. I Think Im Angry , Same Time With That , Im Jealous , And Im Sad... =.=" .. I Dont Know ... This Seems So Stupid .. Im Not Myself Now .. This Is Very Unpleasant For Me ... But , How Can I Deal This ... Hurm .. No .. I Cant Be Like This ... I Need To Be Myself And I Have To Realise That Its Not A Big Deal ... Just Some Time . ? =( .. Expressing Myself ... Feeling Stupid ... Its So Much Of Emotions Going On ... o.O .. I Dont Want To Make Anything Worst Than It Is ... Its Just That ... hurm ... I Dont Know ... Hate Myself For Doing This ... I Miss Her.. . Yeah .. That's It .. =_=" .. Seeing And Hearing Too Many Sad Songs And Sad Storys ... Dam .. Changing Back... Hurmmmm.. =| ..